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What's going on... you all have probably been wondering
why I have let the site go ignored for so long. This is why..... As many
of us already know, a fair majority of us who dance with the MonSter end
up dancing alone. This past summer I joined those ranks.
I am not going to put the blame on MS .. to be truthful
I do think a small part was my partners inability to deal with the fact I
have it but it was the way he chose to not deal with it that destroyed not
only our relationship but himself as well. Why people choose to tune
out the world through substance use/abuse confounds me. None of us have it
easy in life we all have challenges, responsibilities, and every day junk
to deal with. For the past few years I have tried to take the blame
or pass it on to the MonSter.. One cannot accept blame for something that
they cannot control. This is the most difficult decision I have ever
had to make so far in my life and it hurts. There comes a time when we
have to stand back and look at the big picture and if we don't like what
we see we need to change something. I changed something...
It is going to take a bit more time before I can get
back to working on the site and get it running the way you all deserve it
to run. Someone once said "Life tends to get in the way when you have
made other plans" It did. Please be patient and I do promise
when things have settled somewhat this is going to be an awesome resource
for everyone in your family.
Hugs-n-Love
Oishda | January 11,2001
It's been awhile since I've worked on the site I realize many of you are
still wondering what's happening with me since the last entry. Things are
good my life has changed for the better. Fear is a terrible thing to feed.
It took guts to do what I did and say enough is enough and it was hard. It
all worked out for the better though.
Health wise I am in remission
for all practical purposes as some of you in Chicago in October saw I owe
my great health to a Harley Davidson, just wish we could convince Medicare
it's cure then I could get a script for one.
Honestly though I believe
eliminating stress from my life was a major contributor to my wellness
along with the Copaxone and a great support system.
I will tell you all more
a little later once I get this site back on the grow. Hugs-n-Love Oishda |
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